I need to vent >.>

[Belaslav]

My coaches didn't like me because I was decently tall and built like a mountain (in high school, took a lot of work lifting weights) but didn't play sports. I preferred band, academic quiz bowl and chess club. I was an avowed anti-jock. I know what it's like to be picked on and bullied. The answer isn't in appealing to a higher power. The answer is you telling yourself you're not going to be a victim any more. They throw a whiffle ball? Throw one back. They pull a knife, you pull a gun. He sends one of yours to the hospital, you send one of his to the morgue. *That's* the *Chicago* way! I really should stop communicating primarily by image macros and movie quotes. It's a disease.

You know how not to be a wimp? Just..don't be one. Excercise, lift some weights, learn judo, something. Your mentality is bringing on most of this. Hell, I don't even know you and I kinda want to give you a wedgie. You're really coming off as a whiny git. I'm not saying that you are, but you give that impression. Like I said, man up.

Hrae's right. They're not picking on you because you're not physically strong, but because of your mentality. I've seen some jocks twice my size in kindergrarden that even I made fun of. Unless you show them you can defend yourself, this will go on for a looooooooooong time... until you go crazy, or bring a gun to school.