The reason I'm doing this only today is cause I came late from work and I didn't want my parents to see this.
I work alone in a store that makes pitas. Yesterday I came in, signed in, served the customers, did the prep, etc., my usual stuff. At one point I saw this girl enter the store. Beside the fact that she was good looking, she was also wearing short shorts and a tank top. She made her order, I made the pita she asked me for, and when the time to pay came, she said "Oh, I just remembered, I forgot my wallet today." I thought to myself "Great, another no-pay...", and then she got close to me and said "Maybe I can offer you something else..." and looked into my eyes. I have to admit, it took me somewhere from 5 to 10 seconds (maybe more) to figure this out, but when I did...
First thing that went through my head was "HOLY F***!", repeated several times over, followed by memory of Booyah store experience in the hospital... I was just shocked. She saw my hesitation, and went "I'll make it good, I promise..." and actually tried to kiss me. I just pulled back. She saw the look on my face, and went "Whatever, loser!" and started to walk away.
And thinking for a few moments, I called out to her "Wait!", caught up with her and when she turned around, I gave her the pita. She just gave me the O.o look, said "Thanks" and left. I paid with my debit card.
Now why did I write this. For some reason I cant get this episode out of my head. I stayed up till 4 AM in my bed, just thinking about it. First of all, its so unrealistic. I mean, this kind of thing only happens in manga or anime... Right?
Second thing that doesn't let me rest is the thought "Was there something else I should've done?" (BTW, anyone who says I should've went ahead and done it can go to hell, cause I'm trying to be serious here)
Third and the most annoying thing is shaking. My hands just start to shake every time I think about this... Why? I didn't do anything wrong, so I shouldn't feel guilty. Then what is it? And why doesn't it go away?
I've made more typos typing this post, that in my last 700. Took me about 45 mins to type this up and fix all the errors. But I've noticed something. As I typed this, my shaking seemed to improve a little.
Well this my story. I've never written walls of text before. XD You be my judge. I'll go to bed now and try to get some rest now.
Threaded Mode