I think I can relate,
I worked at a convenience store and a local girl came in a lot. Days later....
I was at the movie rental, she came in, with her friend(both hawt) and asked about a new back section that was built inside the store. I just joked "That's there new 'special' selection
see: pr0n.
A few min. later, she puts her hand on my shoulder and says come help us pick out a movie, and walked back there
I did, but the whole time my mind was blank and I was my typical nerdy/shy/nervous self
I eventually said I had to go
Moral?: I think many times in situations like these, we make the right ones. My guess is that's not who you are, even if that woulda been a wonderful/earthshaking
experience but chances are she was a slutty slut ho.
Well, who knows alot of girls in my hometown don't know better, they are raised with ho parents so maybe she actually liked you and thought that was a good idea/way to let you know. I've seen some crazy people too. Maybe that girl was testing me, and your girl too???....nah: prolly slutty sluttaroos.
As for why you were shaking. That's easy. It's latent/pent up anger at societal norms
You're angry that people are so messed up, yet your angry at yourself because, even if people are messed up, that's the way it is, and you need to roll with the punches, but you feel like you can't.