Originally Posted by Ralath
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It didn't start out that badly. I was just incredibly nervous but I felt... somewhat confident; that I had a good of a chance as anyone else.
I feel like I had put forth so much effort and interest that wasn't returned. And now I'm kind of hurt.
Even though I shouldn't be.
*sigh*
I just want to go to sleep and not wake up until a few days later.
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I wonder how long I'll keep playing the "what-if" game with myself. =/
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Sounds like you missed an opportunity on something.....
things that doesnt workout once doesnt mean it will never work out....
If you didnt try, you'll never get it, and when you've tried and it didnt turn out the way you want... well... sometimes life just isnt perfect.... but i'm sure there will be other things and people that will appreciate you and ur work soon...
dont let that get to you!