2012

[Enraya]

im not saying it happens, i know life sucks, and the world sucks, and people die early, unexpected, unright deaths all the time, im just saying that when i leave the world, i would very much like to do it knowing that everyone i loved knew that i loved them. that's all i mean, not that the world is a fairy tail. im well aware of the evils of the world also, i assure you.

Hahah, that's what I think as well.
It must be so nice to live your life to the fullest... grow up, get married, have children, retire and live the old life. But there's too many if's in the world that makes it hard to walk this path of life completely. Too many if's that nobody had control over and nobody could explain. And if the theories about the world ending someday is true, that's what I would be most afraid about. What did this generation do to deserve a meteor crashing down onto Earth, or have the Mayan calendars mysteriously predict the death of the world? And what would have happened if nothing happened and I was able to live on? What kind of person would I have become and what kind of experiences would I go through? I don't mind dying, I just can't bear thinking about what would have happened if I didn't die. Nobody will ever know or think about what I could have become. That thought is evoking self pity in me, so I'll stop there~ xD

Of course it's not a right that every person would have the ability to do everything they wanted before they die, but it would be damn nice. Why is some person being punished because they were born in the wrong generation? Nobody wants to die early over something they couldn't have possibly changed.

But I guess in the end, everybody knows that whatever happens happens. If the world ends in 2012, then it ends. It's pretty hard to swallow that fact though hahah, that the world is ending right during the time when I'm living.

Btw, I like this quote v

Wouldn't it be nice if we get to choose when to die, where to die, and how we die?

But most of the time, what you want, and what you get are different, because there's many things in life we can't predict, we can't change and we don't have control of.

LMAO. xDDD