Is it me?

**booyah8876** · 01-17-2008, 05:44 AM

Or am I just so pissed at everything tonight? I mean... I don't know why... maybe because of the censorship issue...

Maybe because my parents fight non-stop, and no matter what I say, they can't seem to get over it. They won't talk it out, my mum wants to, but the father would rather just get back at her, and now she feels as if she needs to get back at him so he can feel the pain, too. They fight over EVERYTHING... like tonight... father downloads PC Live anti-virus, spyware, adware, etc., but he can't find where it downloaded to, so he calls the helpline. So mother takes it as him not asking us to help him, so therefore he's calling us stupid. HUGE fight over that download, and that call. Ends up that she tells him ALL the passwords, hands him all the bills, tells him he doesn't need us, he can ask for help from everyone else, because in all honesty, he does ask for help from everyone else but us. Now mother is sleeping on the couch, and I had peace for about a week, and it's gone again. The days before my surgery were fine, and now that it's been a week, father believes that it was a pointless surgery, and I could've lived with my communicating hydroseal.

all-in-all... I'm sorry to the people I yelled at, I'm having so many other issues, and when I'm not allowed to open my mouth at home, I still want to vent. Taking it out on random people I have NO idea who they are isn't the answer, and it took me this long (and 2 Vicodin[Rx]) to realize that.

Love to the FF
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**Blaaaaaaaah** · 01-17-2008, 05:51 AM

Ouch... seems like you have been having a pretty hard time. =/ It's okay, everyone have their bad days, and everyone needs to vent at times. We understand.

I hope things on your side will calm down soon. D:

Pritcher · 01-17-2008, 05:56 AM

Type out a really pissed off letter to your parents detailing what you think about it all and then just delete it. You'll feel better and won't stir up anything. It's one o them head shrinker tricks I learnt somewhere along the way.

**booyah8876** · 01-17-2008, 06:39 AM

Thankies to you both... and I need to sleep... only 2.38 here O.o

so yeah... will keep that in mind... but last time Pritcher... it didn't work... I ended up doing other things instead, which I got into more trouble even... but at least it got them to stop fighting.

=(

**MikeyG** · 01-18-2008, 07:18 PM

Try your mom leaving your dad when your 1 year old
never seeing your dad EVER since then, your mom currently
having new boyfriends alot and now having to move in with one
shes only been with about 2 monthes an di fucking hate the guy ...

**A_Forever** · 01-18-2008, 07:23 PM

Sorry for your probs irl booyah =\ Hope everything gets better real soon.

Azling · 01-18-2008, 07:26 PM

Originally Posted by Pritcher

Type out a really pissed off letter to your parents detailing what you think about it all and then just delete it. You'll feel better and won't stir up anything. It's one o them head shrinker tricks I learnt somewhere along the way.

Originally Posted by mikey3536

Try your mom leaving your dad when your 1 year old
never seeing your dad EVER since then, your mom currently
having new boyfriends alot and now having to move in with one
shes only been with about 2 monthes an di fucking hate the guy ...

Mikey Just type out a message of what you think of the guy and send it anonomous and just maybe he will leave you alone trying to figure it out but thats what i did