[Serious] Needing Help on my Addiction

[Fr0Z3nWind]

I'm been feeling strange all these while
i can never get enough warmth anywhere, even being under the sun...
I also have an addiction to feeling pain
I keep wanting to feel pain, i want to hurt myself
I cant control myself anymore....
I'm forcing myself to do things....
I tried seeking advices from my friends and searching over the websites
I really do need help...
I'm trying to hurt myself all the time, and my friends sae i might end up cutting up my hands and even at the extend to suicide

[kurten99]

.....normally i wouldnt reply to such things but ill screw your ass hard if this is a joke...Try getting a hobby to keep your mind and body busy and if you do find something you like keep going at it and soon enough youll forget it if that doesnt work find something more addictive..like Fiesta XD

[kurten99]

oh and no wonder your avatar is the avatar the last airbender..it sucks ...if you watched that then no wonder youre like that XD

[Fr0Z3nWind]

i gonna vend out on my anger right now on him
please avoid reading
U THINK I'M SO FREE TO JOKE AROUND?
i been so stressed lately by piles and piles of work
i cant get any sleep
i cant be perfect, and i'm trying hard to be
if you dont reply to such things den DONT, ur comments are rubbish
i'm not like some crazy nerd like u who sit infront of fiesta playing it as it is ur life
i dont even have time for fiesta anymore, at most i login to say hi to my guild and continue on my coursework and homework using the computer. go ahead and ask my guild, they rarely see me nowadays due to the heavy workload i'm getting from my school
even this is a MoS, you should also keep the habit of not double posting
and btw u watched it too! no wonder u're an ass like that

sorry for the big rant and i kept it to minimium vuglarites phew~
sorry i'm not anti-social, i'm just not user-friendly

[Hessah]

i been so stressed lately by piles and piles of work
i cant get any sleep
i cant be perfect, and i'm trying hard to be

i hvnt been keeping track on this thread so excuse my slow reply...

to sleep better... do some exercise (stretch, sit ups, push ups and stuff nothing too hard), then go for a hot shower... then sit in bed and read a book / magazine for 15 mins.. before you try going to sleep...

this helps relax your body and brain....

i know if i was studying for a mad exam, or playing fiesta too much... i'll sleep with my mind thinking of the exam topic or pictuer myself playing Fiesta (0.o).... which can garantee u a bad night of sleep...

my mum also said banana help release stress.. so maybe u can have one before u go for a shower =)

u have to think of an alternative way to distract urself from hurting urself... close ur eyes and meditate for a lil bit... find a pen and draw circles on a piece of paper or something...

[Yosei]

Don't watch TV or play videogames before bed either, spend an hour away from them. Reading is the best thing to do before bed. Usually I read mangas, they're simple things to read, and they're quick. Its relaxing, and it tires your eyes.

[Enraya]

If this is a joke, >___> If this isn't, then D= Kurten, please don't be so rude ...

But do try finding a hobby? Something you're good at, something that you want to do. Something that'll make you like yourself =) I know that I'm really easy to please, so I try to get some fun stuff on my mind like playing Fiesta everyday and then do my homework so I can get good grades and also feel nice. I don't have much to relate to your experience, so I can't say much. But please stop hurting yourself if you are. =D

And kurten, please don't double post.

EDIT //

And I actually find the forums a nice place to hang out. Nobody knows who I am and what I do, so it's a cool break for being constantly under judgement. Don't be afraid to vent out your anger. Kurten was being a little rude.
Stay maybe on forums, find a group that you like to talk to ^^ Or talk to your guildies about random stuff, lol. It just gets stress off your mind >__>

[Fr0Z3nWind]

i dont have a time to get a hobby
it's work work work that i'm trying to keep up with
i barely can get sleep through the nights
I'm have a major exam at september this year and teachers' are stressing us so we can do it well
i need to score a 70 for 3 subjects, my best 3 subjects
and Next year i need to pass everything
and i'm trying hard but i just keep failing my chinese!!!

I feel slightly better mini-flaming at him
note the slightly
i'm so busy now i'm eating my meals while reading my textbooks or doing work
i cannot find any rest time except during 2am~6am everynight
6am = wake up and i rush off for school till 5pm
i dont even have time for breakfast

[Enraya]

D= Well, no wonder that you're getting frustrated.
Is there absolutely NOTHING you can cut to give yourself some slack? ANYTHING at all!? Something useless, something junk.

[kurten99]

Sorry bout that i just wasnt sure about this if it was a joke

So i kinda messed around with my reply Plus you didnt say that you had tons of course works to do

For i also have a lot to do And I dont play Fiesta always leh
Are you a senoir (lvl in college ) im freakin 16 years old in college and it sucks ass i wish my highschool days wer longer cause the work they give us here is also stressing me out and my prelims exams are next week !! ahh im studying while browsing the net ...but im naturally laid back so i always find tym for games and rest