@ Spirit
Wow, keen eyes ^^
Well, I mainly feel pressured to level because of the people around me and what they say. You know "newb is n00b" and stuff like that. And first of all, I want to level so they don't treat me with such disgust. It's like they're handling dirt or something; I'm a person, I know how to play, I may be 3x but I at least have experienced something. Some people just ... ignore me. I never bother people voluntarily, and have never asked a random person for a buff/dispell yet, but some people just look right through me =/ Even if getting to a high level will be a hard grind, I want at least some kind of respect, even if it's little.
Secondly, I feel left out. As I've already said, my friends are much higher above me. They're really nice: a lot of times they drop out of their grinding parties just to help me farm or level, and I really appreciate it. But, while they're doing all this for me, they still have their things to do. I get left out of a lot of activities because of my level.
Third, I want to help out others. I've always admired people that will take a break from grinding and help out people. I know that a lot of people say that I can help others that are lower, but I really haven't taken the time to do that. I want to level up, become strong, take a bunch of newbies that want to learn (and are not noobs >__>") and help them out ;O My friends help me, and when will it be my turn to help them? That is my question.
Yeah, I think that's why =)