[booyah8876]

Or am I just so pissed at everything tonight? I mean... I don't know why... maybe because of the censorship issue...

Maybe because my parents fight non-stop, and no matter what I say, they can't seem to get over it. They won't talk it out, my mum wants to, but the father would rather just get back at her, and now she feels as if she needs to get back at him so he can feel the pain, too. They fight over EVERYTHING... like tonight... father downloads PC Live anti-virus, spyware, adware, etc., but he can't find where it downloaded to, so he calls the helpline. So mother takes it as him not asking us to help him, so therefore he's calling us stupid. HUGE fight over that download, and that call. Ends up that she tells him ALL the passwords, hands him all the bills, tells him he doesn't need us, he can ask for help from everyone else, because in all honesty, he does ask for help from everyone else but us. Now mother is sleeping on the couch, and I had peace for about a week, and it's gone again. The days before my surgery were fine, and now that it's been a week, father believes that it was a pointless surgery, and I could've lived with my communicating hydroseal.

all-in-all... I'm sorry to the people I yelled at, I'm having so many other issues, and when I'm not allowed to open my mouth at home, I still want to vent. Taking it out on random people I have NO idea who they are isn't the answer, and it took me this long (and 2 Vicodin[Rx]) to realize that.

Love to the FF
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