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Hurting yourself never helps you. It just adds scars and more physical pain. Maybe you should seek professional help, cuz quite honestly.. as you get older, stress just gets worse, you just need to learn how to take it on, and handle it. No offense but I have little sympathy for people who resort to stuff like cutting themselves and suicide as a way to get out of stuff, my reasons I will keep to myself because I've pissed off a lot of people in the past for it.
I know how you feel, I developed panic anxiety around the end of my Junior year in High School and I still have it. I had a lot of stuff on my plate.. I had been screwed over in a lot of classes, I was babysitting my sisters kids when I wasn't in school, I rarely had time to do homework, I had to do it in the mornings or stay in the library after school, I was running 2 clubs at school, I wanted to apply to my college of choice, which I ultimately got screwed over with, but at the same time, I was being pressured to move to Michigan with my parents, away from my goals, and do what my parents wanted and needed.
But, not once did I ever resort to or think of something drastic like phsyically mutilating myself. I suggest you try to work out some system, and get some professional help, or even go to a councilor at school. Thats what I did a lot.. my councilor at school would let me go to a meeting room there and just cry til I was ready to go back to class.
Sometimes..(I suggest it, but don't abuse it) I'd just skip class, if I was desperate enough. Like.. one of my teachers would give us projects and 3 days to do it.. I'd skip his next class, go to my friends aunts house with her, and work on my stuff then.
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