I'll be gone.
 

My uncle just died, and I don't know how long I'll be out.

See you all whenever.

Aww. I hate to hear that. I am so sorry. :( Were you close?

You will be missed while you are gone.

Sorry for your loss. We will keep you and your family in our thoughts.

Sort of close, but really... it hasn't hit me yet...

like my Uncle that died 2 years ago...

give it a few hours... then I'll be gone.

I just can't believe it...

his heart just stopped... and his liver failed, and he had a blood infection. all at the same time.

There's no words for this.

Wow, that is awful. Was it sudden or had he been sick?

outta nowhere.

He had apendicitis the last time we heard any work was going to be done to him.

fuckin' heart and liver gave out.

makes absolutely no sense whatsoever.

:(. That is so awful. I am so sorry. :(

Well... I'm already phoning with my love all the way in Germany... and just talking to her is helping me loads...

I just can't believe it...

and I knew someone was dead as soon as I picked up the phone because the convo with my Oma started the same way as last time.

she calls up, crying, and I hand it to my mum.

the first thing that is always said.

"Calm down. What's wrong?"

Deja vú from 2 years ago.

There really isn't anything one can do or say to make things better.



Nevertheless, hope you and all who knew and love your family pull through.

Yep... pretty much...

thanks for the input anyways ;)

I'll go through grief...

then I'll come back...

then I'll enjoy life once again.

This isn't the end of the world...

but it sure as hell is one of the worst parts of it.

Well... remember that apendicitis??

He also had a lesion on his pancreas.

I don't know how many more things he could have...

I hope that he didn't suffer... that's all I have to think.

Ouch. Sorry to hear that.

That's terrible man. I'm really sorry to hear it. I have no real words of comfort, but my condolences to you and your family. I wish you all the best in working through it.

Eep, sorry to hear that. I hope you will pull through with your family soon. D:

Flying out to Vegas to go to his funeral on Monday...

and for some reason...

I cried for like... 2 mins.

Then...

I feel like I'm back to normal.

I just think this is the quiet before the storm =/