Wanna know 30 things about me?
 

Not in any particular order.

I hope this makes some of you uncomfortable since.. well.. its weird for me to share this xDD

1) I'm really shy when I first meet someone, but it doesn't take long for me to become comfortable with them.

2) I'm a private person. Not really into being asked personal questions(But I'll usually answer them, heh.)

3) I'm always afraid of losing people in my life, especially my brothers.

4) I don't see myself going anywhere and I'm only 14.

5) I really admire my oldest brother.. so outgoing..

6) I really admire my second oldest brother(Secbro) too. Too damn smart, I say!

7) I've never felt like I had true friends. Felt/feel more welcomed by my brother's friends than the people that call themselves my friends

8) I always feel uncomfortable with myself.. no matter what I weigh/look like.

9) I'm glad my brother(s) started taking me places with them because.. other than that I never got out of the house. Really had no life.

10) I couldn't live without a computer and the internet.

11) I've never been one of those girls who can just stare at guys and say whether or not they're "hot" or some shit.

12) I was really tomboy-ish when I was younger. Still kind of am.. but not AS much.

13) Because of the last two things up there ^ I've been called a lesbian many many times in my 14yrs of life.

14) Sometimes I wish I were just two years older. Two years would've made all the difference. I wouldn't have been that far behind my brothers, I wouldn't have missed some of the early family vacations and.. ehh.

15) Sometimes I wish I were someone else.

16) I used to be into art and stuff. My artistic skills never really progressed for some reason and I just stopped drawing and erm.. stuff.

17) I spend way too much time talking to online friends, but thats because they.. get me more than the people around me? Quite sad to most of you but.. whatever. You can gtfo.

18) I've always tried to go by that one rule that said you should never hate anyone or something, but I find that too hard to follow.

19) I am depressed.

20) I'm confused about life the majority of the time.

21) There's 6 people, including my 3 brothers and dad, that I honestly love.

22) I want to go to the West coast and Europe one day.

23) For someone so young, I think about love and being alone a lot.

24) I've never broken a bone.

25) I'm afraid of open/closed windows at night, unless they have the shades closed.

26) I am about 5'5''

27) I have brown hair. Its not really dark nor really light. Some say its sandy brown.

28) My hair is naturally curly/wavy. It grows really fast. Its about boob length without being straightened now, and when it is, its a few inches longer.

29) Most visited website for me is www.fiestafan.com

30) I've currently lost 2/6 people that I love. One being my fault.

For some odd reason, people on the internet tend to understand others better than people than real life. I guess there's none of the personal image stuff that gets in the way.

Yeah. I suppose.

I reckon there's still a lot out there for you to discover..

When I was 14 had absolutely no directions either.. Not that I have much of a direction now but life hasn't fallen apart... so i guess that's good?

I think its because on the internet, we can be more of our real selves without worrying about what people think, and its easier to think about what you say and think and get it into words, then it is in person.

No offense ladies, but I swear almost every single girl is confused at 14. Freshman year was drama drama drama and "I'm so confused!" and "Boys are so confusing!" over and over and over... D:

Sigh.

Please do not say that to me -.- You may not know it.. my mother may not believe me.. but my brothers and I know I am not every other 14yr old.

Its hard for me to explain. I've never explained it successfully. Suppose it doesn't really matter though.

I think there's too much still to be discovered...

It's ok to be confused... just don't dwell on it.. coz it doesnt mean that it will never clear...

Hess, heard that too many times xDD

Sorry, but I wouldn't really say stuff like that to me if I were you. I posted this for fun, and don't want to hear things like, "There's still too much to be discovered."

This was just a whatever thing I decided to post. I mean, you can make comments about it, but I don't need really "serious" "advice"

When I need real advice, I have my people for it.

All I'm gunna say is have fun o: don't stress about stuff too much (wait til your Junior/Senior year). Til then, go with the flow and have fun!

thats cool then

31) I'm addicted to L4D again

my shoes are untied

Life is in your hands. And I'm not just saying that to sound cool.

Not entirely. @_@

If it were.. certain things wouldn't have happened, LOL. (I hope I'm understanding what you said.. otherwise I am going to sound amazingly moronic. Sigh.)

i second all of these @.@ its just that im 12 XD

32) You have awesome siggys! <3 Pon and Zi!

Its too cute. Had to put it as my sig :x

Can't believe I didn't say these-

33) I get bored and distracted easily.

34) Always thinking about 2 people.

I agree with you on 1, 2, 4, 15, 17, 19, and of course 29.

I strongly disagree with 18 though.

What I mean is that all of those 30+ things you mentioned are fixable. It's not like you have diabetes, or hypoglycemia, or cancer or some other noncurable/nonfixable factors to stop you. So that's a +1 for you.

I went through a phase of depression too. I wasn't that long ago, either.

But now I'm content with most things.

I haven't been content with most things in so long.

It's quite easy to focus completely on the negatives, but I try not to. Now, I have positive things to look forward to in the week, especially Sundays. :)

Mhm. I know how easy it is xDD

The only thing I am looking forward to, is getting back to Michigan @_@

What do you mean? You disagree with trying to follow that rule or you think I should try harder or.. what? xDD

I have #8 it really can mess things up...alot of those numers i have aswell except im a guy and I have no brothers...

Yeah, I mean you shouldn't follow that rule.

*gives liz a hug*
I kind of understand what your saying. I'm 14 myself (bday yesterday=]) and people think that just because your young, you dont have much knowledge. But i can act you know, all happy and having fun but i can also act mature and have deep conversations. And people online are generally nicer and most of them can relate to what you have.Internet is a great place to make friends if you dont have any irl, but when you do u have to balance the two. Life is hard, everyone here is always having a hard time. I'm sorry for the two people you lost. I also know what its like to lose a person close to you. But dont be depressed, life is truly amazing. Just keep your head up high and make the best of everything.

No one died.

pfft uhhm
what are you talking about

K.

She is talking about secks.

You wish.

35) If I don't get to the post office by Monday(2/9/09)... I'll officially hate myself Dx

Don't ever worry about being alone and single.
People may not take the time to get to know and love liz right now
but there will be many in your future that see that your a great person..
there is always someone outthere for everyone.

Haha.

Thanks, Mikey. I know.. I guess ;o

36) I had to sign my mother up on facebook o_o

Ha, I had to get my mother off facebook.

Well, I was talking about how we(Brothers, me and their friends) are organizing a Rock Band party for when I get back to MI.

She then realized that facebook was another way to bug my brothers more than she already does. She's added me too though ._.