*sigh*

/wrists.

ok.

I feel better now.

:3

I really hope to God that you are not serious about the "/" part.

I'm not serious...

I got out of that a while ago

>.>;

So you were slashing your wrists before? That's sad.

Meh... this is my serious discussion thread...

so therefore I'll have a serious discussion.

Yes.

I cut myself. Repeatedly.

Then it wasn't enough.

So instead I used a thumbtack to just hurt myself.

It's like a drug... and you have to do it... no control. I still have urges... but never act upon them.

I transferred emotional pain into physical, which made me feel a lot better.

My mother makes my life a living hell even though I know in my heart that she is only doing what she thinks is best for me. My mother would never do anything to ever put me in harm's way on purpose. She loves me, and I love her, but her protectiveness is... it's own special thing.

So now instead of that, I indulge in learning other languages. I can speak to people all over the world, and I do constantly.

I'm finding ways to get around what I don't have... and look to appreciate more of the things I do have. I think I'll turn out to be an ok guy.

ur all ready a great guy :)

time to think...SERIOUS!!!!!!! my serious thought is!!! .......umm..SERIOUS!!!!!!!...HA! GOT ONE! ...wens fiesta gunna be bak up lolol. i kno it sed an hr but thats the only serious thought i could think of :/....SERIOUSLY!

lol mine is i want fiesta to come back up lol thats mine!!! :)